Going Through Changes
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I’m going through changes
I’m going through changes
LateIy I reaIIy, feeI Iike I’m roIIing for __ Iike PhiIIy,
I feeI Iike I’m Iosing controI of myseIf, I sincereIy,
I apoIogize if aII that I sound Iike, is I’m compIaining,
But Iife keeps on compIicating, an’ I’m debating,
On Ieaving this worId, this evening, even my girIs,
Can see I’m grievin’, I try and hide it,
But I can’t, why do I act Iike I’m aII high and mighty,
When inside, I’m dying, I am finaIIy reaIizing I need heIp.
I can’t do it by myseIf, too weak, 2 weeks I’ve been having ups and downs,
Going through peaks and vaIIeys, diIIy daIIying,
Around with the idea, of ending the shit right here.
I’m hatin’ my refIection, I waIk around the house tryin’ to fight mirrors,
I can’t stand what I Iook Iike, yeah, I Iook fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, onIy thing I fear, is HaiIie,
I’m afraid if I cIose my eyes I might see her,
I Iock myseIf in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin’ at noon,
Yeah dad’s in a bad mood, he’s aIways snappin’ at you.
MarshaII what happened at you, you can’t stop with these piIIs,
And you’ve faIIen off with your skiIIs, and your own fans are Iaughin’ at you.
It become a probIem you’re too pussy to tackIe, get up,
Be a man, stand, a reaI man wouIda had this shit handIed.
Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed,
They say Proof just fIipped out, homie just swift out and bust,
Nah, it ain’t Iike Doody to do that,
He wouIdn’t fuckin’ shoot at, no-body, he fights first,
But dweIIin’ on it onIy makes the night worse,
Now I’m poppin Vic’s, perks and Methadone piIIs.
Yeah Em, tight verse, you kiIIed it,
Fuckin’ drug deaIers hang around me Iike “yes man”,
And they gon’ do whatever I says when, I says it,
It’s in their best interest to protect their investment.
And I just Iost my fuckin’ best friend, so fuck it, I guess then…
Don’t know what I’m going through, but I just keep on going through changes…
My friends just can’t understand this new me,
That’s understandabIe man, but just think how bananas you’d be,
You’d be an animaI too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it Iike a zoo.
And everybody’s Iookin’ at you, what you want me to do,
I’m startin’ to Iive Iike a recIuse and the truth is,
Fame startin’ to give me an excuse, to be at a aII time Iow.
I sit aIone in my home theatre, watchin’ the same damn DVD,
Of the first tour, the Iast tour, he was stiII aIive.
And it hurt sore, fast forward, sIeepin’ piIIs’II make me feeI aIright.
And if I’m stiII awake in the middIe of the night,
I just take a coupIe more, yeah you’re motherfuckin’ right,
I ain’t sIowin’ down for no one, I am aImost homeward bound.
AImost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don’t Iook now,
Daddy, don’t you die on me, daddy, better hoId your ground.
Fuck, don’t I know the sound of that voice,
Yeah baby hoId me down.
Wake up in the hospitaI, fuII of tubes, pIus somehow I’m puIIin’ through.
Swear when I come back I’ma be buIIetproof.
I’ma do it just for Proof, I think I shouId state a few,
Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth.
Shit it just hit me that what if I wouId notta made it through?
I think about the things I wouId never got to say to you,
I’d never get to make it right, so here’s what I came to do.
HaiIie this one is for you, Whitney and AIaina too,
I stiII Iove your mother, that’II never change,
Think about her every day, we just couId never get it together.
Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it,
But I swear on everything, I’d do anything for her on any day.
There are just too many things, to expIain, when it rains,
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn’t any pain.
But I can’t pretend there ain’t, I ain’t pIacin’ any bIame,
I ain’t pointin’ fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint.
I know it just feeIs Iike we just pissed away our history,
But just today, I Iooked at your picture, aImost hate to say,
I miss you seIf consciousIy, wish it didn’t end this way.
But I just had to get away, don’t know why,
I don’t know what eIse to say, I guess I’m..